Your Inaugural Moment

Like many of you, I watched the inauguration this morning with one ear tuned to the television, where our new President was giving his speech, and one ear tuned to the torrent of rain outside my window that was slowly turning my backyard into a lake. While everyone has a different interpretation of what was said and done and meant during the ceremony, I can’t stop thinking about the word “inauguration” itself. According to Merrium Webster, the definition of the word inaugurate is “to bring about the beginning of.” To begin, to commence, to start, to initiate.

Right now, we’re at the start of a new Presidential term and the beginning of a brand new year, both of which have been the topics of much speculation. Yet, at this exact moment in time, you are also reading a new sentence, thinking a new thought, taking a new breath, and enjoying a new moment composed of an entirely new combination of sights, sounds and circumstances.

This reminds me that, in life, whether we’re a Commander-In-Chief or a concerned citizen, we are constantly asked to begin again. And again. And again.

Every time we fall down, we must summon our strength and rise back up. Every time we have our hearts broken, we must mend ourselves and love again. Every time we have a failure or a disappointment or a setback, we must dust off our pride and keep moving in the direction of our dreams.

Each new dawn, each new breath, each new moment is an inauguration, a beginning. And, just like our President, this inauguration requires an oath; it asks us to make a solemn promise—to ourselves--as to how we’re going to live our lives, where we’re going to pledge our allegiance, our service, our love. Where we’re going to invest our time, our energy, our own humanity.

The word inaugurate comes from the Latin word “augur,” which means two things:

1. “To give promise of.” 
Trump stood up in front of the world this morning and made this promise: “I will fight for you with every breath in my body, and I will never, ever let you down.”

And as we wait to see how he will interpret and enact that promise, the real question is: what do we want to fight for? What do we want to lend our voice, our breath, our very being, to? What promise are we fulfilling, both for ourselves and for the world, in every moment, with every action that we take?

2. “To predict the future.” 
While we certainly cannot predict the exact effect that our choices will have, one thing that we know for certain is that the actions that we take today will, in fact, shape our tomorrow. They will add up to the future—and the world—that we create for ourselves. So it’s imperative that we put our time and energy into actions and causes that matter to us and that create more of what we want to see in the world: kindness, fairness, love, hope, truth, equality, compassion, justice, peace.

I urge you to make this Inauguration Day, this Inaugural moment, your own.

Unconditional Gratitude

Those of you who follow me on Facebook may recognize this post from a couple of years ago, but it best sums up what I'm thinking and feeling today, so I thought it was worth sharing again:

Growing up, I was taught the importance of unconditional love – that is, loving others exactly as they are, for exactly WHO they are – and in truth, I don’t know how to love any other way. It’s as natural to me as breathing. But this Thanksgiving, I find myself reflecting on something I don’t think about as often: unconditional GRATITUDE.

It’s easy to be thankful for the things that feel good, that are all bright and shiny and happy. But what about the things that are not – the moments of hurt, betrayal and loss, the feelings of fear, doubt, anger, sadness and hopelessness?

This past year has been the most challenging I’ve ever experienced. There were days when I felt such pain and grief and heartache that it felt difficult to even breathe. And yet, I’m grateful for every inhale and for every exhale – especially those accompanied by great, shuddering sobs. I’m grateful for every beautiful tear that I cried, and for every Kleenex used to dry them. I’m grateful for every moment in which my heart was shattered open, because it showed me how deeply I can FEEL.

I’m grateful for the challenges that pushed me out of my comfort zone – and for every person who reminded me that I’m brave enough to take the leap on my own, without needing a push. I’m grateful for every fear that gave me a reason to find courage this year and for every insecurity that forced me to take a deeper look at what is truth and what is just habit.

I’m grateful for every obstacle and supposed setback, because I eventually learned that they weren’t setbacks at all, but lessons and tools for me to take with me on my path. I’m grateful for every wall that was busted down – in and around me – that gave me more freedom to express my true, authentic Self. I’m grateful for the pain that gave way to my voice.

I’m grateful for the difficult times, because they made me who I am today and taught me more about my Self than the bright and shiny and happy things ever could. They showed me my strength and creativity and passion and endurance, and yes, my ability to love unconditionally – not just other people but myself.

Of course, I’m beyond grateful for all of the beautiful, joy-filled moments I experienced this year as well. But I suddenly realize that it was my darkest moments that gave me the most appreciation for the light.

Wishing you and your loved ones a very Happy Thanksgiving and a day of unconditional gratitude!